With Nick Otte

A free substack with short nonfiction pieces, rare fiction experiments, probably useless observations, and occasional film essays.

My recent essay on Hitchcock’s “The Birds” and how it harmonizes with my own anxiety was featured on the “Substack Reads” newsletter.

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“As someone familiar with anxiety as both a steady presence and a sudden consuming one, I find it calming to watch those same sensations unfold on a screen in the elevated scenarios of genre fiction. I can turn to psychology and therapy and neuroscience to better understand these feelings, but horror, when done well (and hell even when done charmingly poorly), offers scale models of these experiences, safe and even entertaining ways to engage with them, and in so doing, lessen the threat they pose.

There are many layers to the appeal of horror, but to see certain heightened feelings reflected back at you is certainly one of them. They can tell you, now and then and in indirect and fantastic and even silly terms, that you are not the only one who feels this way.”

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